You tell me

Em.....you tell me?

About a year after my grandmother died I had a dream

She asked me "Can I go through you?"

I said "sure" and that was the dream.

Maybe 1999?

A few years ago I felt her leave me. I'm not sure why but she had ridden along in me until that point.

End of story.

Sorry I'm weird I know.

There's the door.

I'm not a psychic or a medium but I have great time for the ones that have passed that I knew

It's mostly just I chat to them and feel their presence and wonder if they have a light to shine on my path

So that's why I refer to them often

Of course they are there in our lives if we need them.

Of course they are.

A few years after my mother died I was in Australia and needed to buy a car.

I had purchased a guitar with money she had left me, a very expensive Fender Telecaster.

I knew I could buy a car with the money but I had associated this guitar very much as having come through her energy. So I felt unsure as to what to do

Was it right?

Was it wrong?

Should I keep it?

Should I sell it?

I was swinging between black or white answers.

Yes or no!?

I decided to ask her.

I said "Maura, should I A. Sell the guitar and buy a car? Or B. Keep the guitar because it was your money?"

An answer came to me "It doesn't matter"

Straight down the middle.

Clear.

Uncomplicated.

Not black or white.

And certainly not an option I had as a choice.

You tell me?